Howdy

How can I be so sorrowful when I have so much to be thankful for? It is so much harder dealing with my brother's death, then I thought or never thought about. Now I'm thinking that everyone around my is going to die too - ya never know. My brain is experiencing lapses in focus, although this is slowly getting better so I'm blogging in hopes of remembering more of what life is like when Toots & Booboo are little, cute and trying.