Night Out

My wonderful, awesome sister and her family watched the kids for me last night so I could go to Buddy's banquet. She was baking cookies for the kids to decorate when we got there. My niece is sooo good with kids they just adore her. They had an incredible time. Hannah has been crabby now - too late of a night. She fell asleep on the way home, but it was still a short night. I need to start taking photos. They were so cute laying on the couch with K.

I spent yesterday trying to figure out how to set up a web site. Now it needs information and photos.

Buck is super busy with work. (I'll be missing you this week Buck xxooxo)

Today I'm going to play. Out to lunch with a friend, work on the business cards, then to the chiro. and maybe out for dinner with Buck. Yipee!

Today hasn't been quite as bad as I anticipated. We went shopping, out for lunch, and I get some Christmas cookies baked. All in all not too bad. Maybe tomorrow I'll get to work on another project before we go to Buddy's end of year banquet. I still haven't gotten to go through Toots & Booboo's old clothes yet.

I can't wait to get together with some good friends in the making. We seem to have quite a bit in common. Speaking of friends - it's somebody's birthday today - I'd better hurry so I can give her a call. She is ultra preoccupied with the kids God has brought into her life. God's blessings!

Happy Thanksgiving

It was a good Thanksgiving here. How about you?

Booboo has discovered that he can regurgitate food as a method of control. How can someone so cute and adorable be so-------- needless to say it was an interesting dinner sitting between Toots and Booboo. I still managed to get full though. Buck offered to put them to bed tonight - what a sweetheart. Toots is continually saying hateful things to me, but then she turns around and is so kind and compassionate. I shudder to think what the future holds for us parenting these two into adulthood. Sometimes I wonder what life would be like without all the hassles, but then I stop myself from thinking too selfishly.

Today, I was dealing in grief - still. It is really hard to be ultra patient and pre-schooly when you're wanting just a few minutes to yourself. I had a melt down myself this morning, but my self inflicted timeout was short lived. I'm trying to prepare myself for tomorrow; it promises to be a more challenging day. I must take a few minutes with my Bible in the morning. I need to find a way to give attention to my family without sapping all of my (emotional) energy supply.

Today I am very thankful for my family, animals, rescue workers, friends, shelter, an abundance of food, and for all the people who have been praying for me. Thank you Lord for loving me even when I'm wacko.

Tuesday

Last night instead of blogging I went through some of my grandparents' stuff. There were lots of pictures and even an old accounts ledger. I have some organizing blood in me - I just wish it would surface more frequently. Today Buddy is working on hanging up hat racks for the abundance of baseball hats that we just can't live without. I hope I can live with the hat racks. Someday I need to find a way to display MY hat collection. If i just hang them up, they will get too dirty. I have many hats that my mom designed for her "hat talks" where she shared her testimony through the hats (some of them are hilarious - like her spring hat that is an old bed spring all decorated up. I have 2 WW1 helmets: 1 American, 1 German. I have the two different style of hats that my dad used for work - the traditional cop hat and the newer smokey style. There is even an old leather hat box - so cool. But where can I put them so they stay safe from Toots & Booboo and dirt?? I need help.

Yesterday

It was a good day yesterday. I got adjusted, organized the jackets, and even made a batch of Christmas cookies. Since I didn't have the kids along to the chiropractor, I took advantage of the situation and stopped at an office supply store to see about business cards for our new ministry. I'm so excited, but why do I do these things when Buck is so busy at work and I really want to work on this stuff together. Reminder to self -- get web site address and work on short ministry phrase.

nightime at last

I'm exhausted and I didn't accomplish anything today. The emotional toll of raising Toots and Booboo is once again overwhelming me. I cannot spend even one day with them without needing a break. I hope tomorrow's PCA can fill in for me so I can run to the chiro. without extra stress.
At this point in their young lives we need stay and monitor them till they fall asleep. Perhaps if they had separate rooms Booboo could fall asleep on his own, because he hates me anyway - but Toots just can't stay still enough to fall asleep without a constant reminder that it is bedtime. I am very thankful that she hasn't had any night terrors lately and her nighttime adventures seem to be better. Instead of "entertaining" herself downstairs she has been coming into our room; a much less terrifying night for me.
My roast turned out o.k., but I'm striving for melt in your mouth perfection. Maybe I'll get it right next time. Tonight Buck recorded one of our favorite shows so we can watch it together. He is so sweet. Last night for our date, we bought a bunch of junk food and a movie and hung out in the barn; we had a nice time. So tonight we are going to indulge in another ice cream bar. I can't wait for Toots to fall asleep.

Sunday

The little ones are wild today. I suppose it's because of a new reutine. Buck's parents came over to help fix the plow truck, while we were getting ready for church. I left with the littles while Buck and Buddy stayed home to work. Why bother? We snook into the church's library area and the kids went wild - there was no way I could hear the message so I packed them up and left. grrrrr Someday I'm going to go to a stranger church with a nusery :) and just enjoy the service. Buck's folks are so good to us, I'm glad they are here.